Friday, October 31, 2008 @4:23 PM
Now that I think back about it. I was always the one giving and giving and giving, even until now. The only difference is that I have nothing left to give to
him. Inside me is just a void. Emptiness in itself. A bittersweet feeling keeps coming back to me.
I just wanted someone who cared about me. I wanted someone who loved me and accepted me for who I am. I wanted someone to share his dreams with me and for me to share mine with him. I wanted someone so that we could live our years out together. And yet, what has happened is that...somehow along the way, I lost everything I ever wanted. The only thing left for me is just pain and a whole lot of emptiness. Don't I deserve happiness as much as anyone else?