Thursday, February 19, 2009 @10:13 PM
OMG.
I have been super busy since school started. So much work to do. So many things on my mind. So many things happening all at the same time. I haven't surfed the net, turned on msn or blogged for a freaking long time. It's been one hell of a term and sometimes, I just wanna shoot myself in the head. Anyways, it's recess week next week. So I've temporarily been released from the horror of the term but I'm going to get back at work tomorrow. Still have many many social strat extra credit assignments to finish up, not to mention the horrendous three projects that I have not started doing yet.
So many thoughts running through my mind right now...So many different feelings going on inside me...
All in all, I just wanted to say to someone "Thank you for being there." Because it hurt so bad. It really did. You never knew how close I was so breaking down. So, so close... But I managed to put it all aside because of your actions. That's how significant your presence was, so don't think that no one will notice if you disappear from the face of the earth. Please don't laugh at me after reading this ok? For the first time in a long time, I won't be shy in admitting that, at the very least, I will notice and
I WILL MISS YOU. (:
On a side note, I broke my first resolution not to cry a single tear this year. I teared quite a bit while I was studying for my managerial accounting exam on Tuesday and I went sobbing during and after my shower early on Wednesday morning at about 1am. Oh well, at least I tried. :(