Friday, October 24, 2008 @10:32 PM
I am getting old. I just realized that I totally forgot to print my sociology readings so that I can read them before Monday. Sigh. Looks like that will have to wait till Monday morning. Horrible brain of mine is not functioning as well as it used to. Oh well, at least I finished the online quizzes for Risk Management and Insurance so I don't feel so worried about not being able to finish all my work.
Had dinner with
him just now.
He was supposed to meet
his family for dinner later but
he complained that
he was hungry. Sometimes, when
he does that, I wonder whether
he did that because
he really was hungry or was it because
he knew that I would not eat when I got home. Anyway, we went to Cathay to look for a cd
he wanted at Gramaphone before heading downstairs to have dinner.
He had oyster mee suah from Shilin and I had a yakitori bento from QuickBites. We also shared a piece of fried chicken from Shilin and
he ate so fast! I guess
he must have been really hungry after all cos he finished up the majority of the chicken without noticing it. After dinner, we bumped into a friend whom we have not seen for a long time. (This friend does not know what happened to us as he has not seen us for more than one year already.) The two of them ended up talking about graduation and they somehow got led to the topic of working overseas. When hearing about
his plans to go overseas, our friend asked
him while gesturing to me, "So, I guess...is she going to follow you?"
He looked at me and then answered our friend, "I dunno. Ask her lor." My answer to that was "Don't want" in a joking manner. Our friend ended up laughing and saying that I will choose to stay in Singapore to watch my VCDs. (
He was holding my detective show VCDs for me.)
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Will I follow you? My answer is Yes, I will follow you no matter where you go. But the real question is will you allow me to follow you wherever you may go?You say that it is very unlike me to flare up as I did over sms. But did you realize the real reason why I got angry? I cared for you so much so that it was enough for me to get angry. I loved you THAT much...so much so that everything that happens around you affects me as well. Haven't you realized that already? Or are you intentionally turning a blind eye to everything I do for you?