Just came back from a very interesting dinner today. SJ and Ben "magically" appeared at the steamboat place where I was supposed to have dinner with Eugene. Actually, I sort of suspected something cos Eugene kept insisting to have a steamboat dinner. They even bought a mango cake for me. This whole thing left me kind of speechless. Didn't know how to react and what to say. I thought that I would be alone today but I wasn't. That was the most amazing thing that happened in the entire year. But still, something didn't feel right. Although I was surrounded by the warmth of friendship, I still felt lonely inside and I guess I know why. Nevertheless, I'm really grateful for the support and company that I have gotten today. Thank you all for making it possible.
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I made a birthday wish this year. Usually I pretend to (just to play along) but my mind is always blank. But this year was different. I wished really hard. Will it come true? I still don't know. I really don't...
Remember this?
You might have forgotten it already but I haven't. This year hasn't been easy for me. It really hasn't. But I won't forget this either.
