Thursday, November 27, 2008 @11:25 PM
Somehow, I'm just so tired. I know u still care for me in a lot of ways. But I guess it's just not enough for me. I want someone to call my own; someone I can rely on, who understands and accepts me truly for who I am. I don't want someone who assumes that he knows every damn thing about me and acts in a manner that he thinks I want him to react in. I want someone who I can turn to at the end of the day. I want that someone to be able to give me a hug and comfort me when I'm sad and in tears. I don't need tissue paper from him. I want him to listen to me when I'm happy too and I will willingly listen to him in return.I want someone who I can consider to be both a lover and the bestest of all my friends. I don't want someone who gives me hot and cold signals while telling me that he still cares. I want someone who can give and take; not someone who just keeps taking me for granted.I always thought that you were that someone. Somehow, u just lost being that someone along the way. Now, u only seem like a stranger to me. I guess if you're just not ready to be that someone, then please stop leading me on and keep giving me false hope. I can't take it anymore.