Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @8:51 PM
It was just last Saturday when I attended my cousin's wedding dinner. She was really very pretty in her wedding gown. Actually, come to think of it, she looks pretty in everything and anything that she wears. Sometimes, growing up with a pretty cousin like her makes me feel so insecure. Sigh...and now the pressure is on me. I'm the oldest unmarried one left in the family. Anyways, this kind of thing can't be rushed into. I'll just to continue waiting and praying that I won't be left on the shelf. I don't wanna be an old maid!! :(
On that day, there was some problems with the seating arrangements, so I ended up sitting at the VIP table. Felt a little weird but at least I had the best service and table setting. Had a lot of mixed feelings that day. Ended up feeling like I don't know how to feel anymore. I didn't know what to make of it but I don't think I will blog too much about that. Don't feel like I should say too much about it yet it's something significant. Ah.....I'm like talking gibberish now...
I was reading a friend's blog and she linked the mtv of this song 你不是真正的快樂 sung by 五月天. Really speaks of how I feel these days...Anyways, need to go finish up my response paper for Social Stratification. I have spent the last hour procrastinating already!! So, till the next time I guess. Ciao!